I guess I am using the wrong words or clouded with brain farts.

Yes, Saul is an adult. I have no doubt that he can take care of himself and is legally free to do so. When I moved away from home for college, I was on my own. No cash or insurance from parents. I could go back to visit, but would have to sleep on the couch. I get all of this. How many of you have children or parents that you have not spoken to for more than a few years. I know it happens. At times, there is bad blood. Sometimes it is the best option.

Saul goes to prison, Tanya blows him off. A few months after the death of >6,000,000 people and she sees her long lost son and her first response is to reprimand him for saying "shit", reprimand him for larsony and dismisses her actions of not contacting Saul because she took a new job?

It is foriegn to me. I would eat a shit sandwich and ask for seconds if it would bring my boy back. But, death is pretty much a oneway ticket.