working nights can create some interesting sleep patterns. and with strange sleep patterns come very "random" ideas, "where the hell did that come from?"...i find myself waking to saying that more and more lately.

todays input from the randomizer is; they say right before you die, your life flashes before your eyes. well, what if your brain gets stuck in that moment? by this i mean ok youve been biten, whatever it is be it neurotoxin or whatever that "kills" you, begins to function..in the moment before death, your life beins flashing before your eyes. but that moment never ends. your conscious/rational mind continues to live on within that moment as your body reverts to the most base, instictual level it can. lower level brain fuction...the natural "will to live" as it were, is the only thing keeping the mind,...and body, functioning..

now this certainly wouldnt explain the desire to eat flesh. but truthfully, in that moment as the brain, body, and mind function on a seemingly "autopilot" type of behaviour...could you still be considered a human at all? once your body and "soul" had made the conversion to the "undead"..is eating human flesh truly cannibalism? or simply the equivelent of a human eating, say ...a monkey?

well for what could be the final time here at least......todd out