with the break up of my gf and I; then finding out some truths about my father and having 2 uncles pass away within a month of each other. I need some time to myself to sort things out about my life. So, I took a vacation not only to see family and friends that I haven't seen in over 20 years. I also tried to mend fences that seriously needed to be mended. I got to see an old roommate that had fallen on hard times. another college friend that I had a big crush on at the time. Meeting her had given me some strength back, as she had done in the past. I think that is why I had a crush on her in the first place. I keep in contact with her and send her jokes once in awhile.the friend that had fallen on hard times, is been a little hard to motivate to get back to doing his art work. yet I still will try. He is in a spot that I was years ago, I know how hard it is to get out of that hole.
a childhood friend and I got together and talked for a bit, about old time and amazed how time just flew by so fast. she has a lovely family.
after finding out about my father, I wanted to set fire to his grave site then salt the ground afterwards. however I thought better of that. instead everything that I had that was his I got rid of. only if i could get rid of the DNA as easy as I did those things.
I think I mended the fence between my step dad and myself.
as far as the one between my brother and sister,that was a no go. I don't think it will ever happen now. and I am done trying.
but now I am back, a little more older, don't know if wiser is apart of that phrase right now. only time will tell.
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