Um, Saul.... Angel.... Hope.... ? I don't recall a St. Bixby in the Bible. Wait- could Gatekeeper be a reference to St. Peter at the pearly gates??!?
Sorry dude, but I think you are
http://ih1.redbubble.net/image.88449...x550,075,f.jpg
LOOKING FOR SOMETHING THAT JUST ISN'T THERE